Multiplication Rule

I finally found the cause

of my intensities:

my disbelief in an afterlife

as we think we know it

makes me lustful



(...intensity multiplies time...)



my minutes - stretch them

make 'em hours

my hours, make them days

my days, turn them into years

years? make 'em eternal.



- I'm thirsty for meanings



AMSC - New York, 12/15/2009

Soul Subversion

Weakness does not have a place anymore

Shake-off what made you weak

Internal frailty does not have a place

In the harsh world

Where competition

and survival

are the tone.



Toughen up; don’t be scared

the little boy that was afraid of life

does not have to be.

Humiliation originates within

it’s not an attribute of outer forces.



Shake-off what made you weak:

your absolute necessity

for people to like you.

Moral

Self

Mutilation

is no more.


AMSC – New York (Amtrak, 12/11/09)

The day that I almost died

Life’s fragile – especially when you pursue the wild side of things.

Subway station, silence

rats were all over the place.

In Brooklyn waiting for the G train

4 am

heavy air.



Me and my wingman friend decided to cross the tracks to the opposite side,

defying boredom and death.



But we deliberated – even drunk

that it was probably a stupid thing to do:

we would trip fall down and be electrocuted

so we decided to wait ‘till another day

when ethanol is low in our bloods and reason clear

to try the deed without any fear



AMSC – New York, 12/12/2009